i can't wait for the future. with no limits of seeing the world, being with him, im just so excited. but also scared that its coming too fast, and not fast enough at the same time.

That's just the thing.
I don't want to wake up when I'm old
and realize that I've never really lived.
So I'm doing what I feel is right.
And going where I feel like going.
Try and stop me. You'll just be another added to
the list of who I'm hell-bent on proving wrong...
-anon.

Leaving for New York on Saturday.
Failing ap stats and ap biology. ha, its wonderful.
Found out some things about amazing people this past weekend, and realized an entirely new side of myself.
Also, come on babe, get it already.

and to you, just grow up kid, stop living through other people.

i cant believe its two weeks until the macys thanksgiving parade, actually i leave for new york the 17th. so i basically am going to have the time of my life with amazing people, marching down broadway with the celebrities and the stars and all the beautiful people, and the best 'holiday spirits' ever.  im basically stoked as hell. and pretty sure that i cant wait for the fucking 17th.

apart from this amazing bit of information, i graduated my fourth year of cross country, a little sad. but im still alive. jazz is starting soon which is also amazing, and i have basically the best friends anybody could ask for, even the people who dont even realize how much they impact my life. plus, its thursday so greys anatomy comes on at 9. pshh, yeah.

anyways, im just in an amazing fuckin mood. love love